

Help me find s new reason to be here
Im only 34 years old but i and already at the end of my road. I would settle for any new life i could have. Ive spent most of my life either in a childrens home or struggling to keep my head above water. Ive never broken the law or harmed anyone but I feel like my life has been a dud.
I have no family anymore and no friends. I had put all of myself into my marriage and thought that it would last for ever. Now that my wife has passed I feel like my life has ended. Im still alive but can I really use that word. Im sure if I had a new purpose I might start to see the point of me being here. Ive been worthless for so long that I dont indont know people. I dont know how to meet people up. I dont know what someone would gain from me being in their life. What can I acually do for anyone? Please if you have an answers im all ears. If you can think of a used for me throw it at me. Im taking any and all suggestions. I would do anything to feel like I have purpose again. Get me as a gift for a friend or mother or even for yourself. I follow directions well. I can focus on one task or multiple. Tell me what I can do to ad value to your life and you got me. Get me out of this small town and use me as you see fit there is no wrong answer. I can become anything you want me to be. I have Noone to ask for guidance. I need a new path so if your reading this and feeling like you have a pretty good idea for me let's go. Im not an easy mark. I the base model. Nothing fancy, no electric seats or windows but I can be outfitted and customized to fit your needs. Get yourself a pre-owned Charlie today. While supplys last. 
