What is the point of life? All I do is either be bored or work. When I say work I mean school. The school system absolutely sucks and after school I have to start a job. So when do I really get a break from the stress and exhaustion? I don’t understand. However when I have nothing to do I’m bored and I think about how bad my life is. What is the point if I am always miserable? I don’t get it. It would be amazing if anyone could give me advice in the comments about how to make life more enjoyable.

Today was such a fun day! However, there was some drama between me and my boyfriend. His name is Carson and we have been dating for a little over six months now. He wanted to hang out today but I couldn’t because my parents were stressed with work. Later in the day my friend Callie texts me asking to hang out. I tell her yes because she lives close and can walk to my house. My parents also are okay with her coming over anytime. We were having fun and my boyfriend found out I was hanging out with her and now I feel bad because it seems liked I ditched him for my friend.